Roommates, as The Biebs continues to rollout new footage of his journey during his four-year hiatus and shed light on what he’s gone through, but more importantly, what’s he’s been able to overcome, he gets very candid about a dark period of time where he was abusing drugs.

In the documentary footage that premiered on Youtube we know as “Season” Justin flat out admits he was basically a functioning addict. He said, looking back at those moments, they were “crazy” and “scary.” Justin, who is now 25-years-old and a married man said his addiction was so bad at one point that his team would have to check on him every so often to make sure he was still alive. “People don’t know how serious it got. It was legit crazy, scary. I was waking up in the morning and the first thing I was doing was popping pills and smoking a blunt and starting my day. It just got scary.”

He also added: “My security would come into my room at night to check my pulse,” according to E news. Apparently The Biebs was popping pills, sipping lean, doing Molly and taking mushrooms.

He also shed light on what initially made him  turn to drugs, crediting his childhood and past experiences. “I started valuing the wrong things in this business, because there was things dangling in front of me,” he said. “If I get this, I’ll be happy. If I do this, I’ll be happy. These are things that I think a lot of people with secure households learn at a young age. I never heard that security in a family. I never had that consistency. I never had the reliability and the accountability.”

If you haven’t tuned into the documentary, we definitely recommend it as it sheds light on his situation!