In an upcoming, never-before-seen television special titled “O.J. Simpson: The Lost Confession?” #OJSimpson shared some chilling insight into the high-profile murders of his wife Nicole Brown Simpson and her friend Ron Goldman.

A new clip was recently released where OJ explains that he was very angry with Nicole after she died and describes what he would have said to her if he could. “I just remember seeing her there, and I still had so many feelings… if you are angry with someone, when they die, its not like that anger disappears,” Simpson says in a the clip released to TMZ.

The former NFL player goes on to explain that he had tried to warn his wife that she was in danger. He referenced the 9-1-1 call she made in which you can hear him yelling and she’s telling the operator that he broke the door. “The 911 call where I am yelling at her, it was almost like I wanted to say to her, ‘Didn’t I say to you, I told you, didn’t I tell you?’”

O.J. later says that he was angry at Nicole’s funeral, because he realized that he was “never gonna have an effect on this person again.”

Check out the full clip here.

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