Being in a relationship isn’t easy, and marriage is a whole new ball game. Will Smith joined his wife on her show “Red Talk Table” and opened up about how their marriage is just like everyone else’s, when it comes to the ups and many downs.

“There was a period where mommy woke up and cried 45 days straight,” Will said. “I started keeping a diary.”

“You missed some days,” Jada said.

According to @PageSix, Willow Smith and his mother-in-law, Adrienne Banfield, were all present when Will dropped this bomb.

“I think that’s the worst I ever felt in our marriage” Will said. “I felt like I was failing miserably.”

Will and Jada have been married for 20 years and Will says he doesn’t even tell people that they’re married anymore.

“We refer to ourselves as partners,” he said on his podcast back in July.

Every once in a while, we’ll hear rumors about the Smiths splitting up but Jada says that’s not happening.

“Here is the thing about Will and I, we are a family that is never going down,” she said back in June. “We are a family. Take all of that whole marriage, relationship crap, at the end of the day. Will and I are family, I’m going to hold him down, doesn’t matter.”

The show is set to return October 22nd.